i don't know what to do~

I’m not sleepy yet even the clock shows to 0223.. with the songs + earphone that accompany me, my hand moving on the keyboard..everyone already sleeps and maybe having their dream :D.. but me..? :( I think bcoz of my excessive slept last morning, I’m still can’t sleep. ^L^. LOL! Emm , oh! I’ve think about something.. :)  I want to talk about love.. *the sentence looks like in rules*XD.. 

seriously! When I’ve fall in love, everything look likes gonna be mine..wuhuhu.. even got only simple hi! From him, it would give big meaning for me..smile in front of phone..huh! very critical disease.. :D when he did not give any mcg, I would be waiting for him.. when I’m text him, but no answer, I would think that he has another girl.. *even he and me not couple* when he didn’t text me, I tried to be patient and really hope that he would mcg me.. but .. lastly I’d the  1^st to text him. :( but..  

you'll know that you miss someone very much when every time you think of that person, your heart breaks into pieces and just a quick "Hello" from that person can bring the broken pieces back..

seriously! Even on that time you say that you would never reply his mcg.. but after you get his mcg, you still reply his mcg..trust me!huhu.. then..  when I know that he and me would never couple, that’s only could be a best friend, I’ve stopped text him. his phone number I’ve deleted! Huhu.. coz I know, if I don’t  do that, I would text him back.. so, until now, I’m still hard to remember anyone’s phone number.. ^L^.. only when I‘ve confident that I would not text him again, I saved his phone number..huhu. now, he’s only a friend for me..  

sometimes, when someone confess you as his/her special person in his/her heart, then you reject him/her *not reject becoz of who is him/her, but you are not ready yet to couple* your relationship with him/her will change.. let say, before this, he always text me, but after I refuse to accept him, mcg or call from him is too rare.. I’ve read a book that says , our friendship will  change when it is end up with love..then, you break up with him. So~ only  a memory will remain in your mind.. :D.. and my story tale  also just in memory.. :)

I like to mcg my friend esp. when I bored..hehe.. but, if I know she/he not comfortable bcoz of my mcg, I’ll try to avoid from text them..huhu..maybe I’m just disturb them.. so I just reply their mcg when they mcg me.. :).. when someone does not like us, why should we still show our care to them? Or why should we still show them that we still remember them? Hurm,. That’s me.. :D

But now, I’m only single and not admire anyone.. XD.. when I’m falling in love with someone, it’s really hard to forget.. so I’ll try my best to not fall in love with someone now.. *can i?? XD* someone have said that

You may know someone in a minute,

like someone in a hour,

love someone in a day,

but you have your whole life to forget someone.. ^L^

                      and i'm always remember that..

Sometimes Allah breaks your spirit to save your souls. 

Sometimes, HE breaks our heart to make us whole.
Sometimes, Allah allows pain so we can be stronger. 
Sometimes, Allah sends us failure so we can be humble. 
Sometimes, Allah allows illness so we can take better care of ourselves. 
Sometimes, Allah takes everything away from us so we can learn the value of everything HE gave us...
Make plans but understand that we live by Allah's grace...Ameen

erm, only when 0320, I feel sleepy..huhu.. ^L^ that’s all from me, thank you.. XD

We don’t know what God’s plans are for us..

We just know that HIS ways are not our ways, but HIS ways are always BEST..