Reflect

Yeah, really sad today. But i think i need reflect myself. I think im not supposed to come back home. Yes, really. Just stay at iium and just mereput by your own. Nobody cares about you. NOBODY. im really terasa hati. Yeah i know im sleepyhead, but when you ask me to do anything, i do it. But when you said that im pemalas, just tau tido, tak boleh diharap, it really hurt me. Really hurt. When i help you, i really do. When im ask a question to you, you dont answer it. I try to help you, but you really just see me as trash mybe..Allah, it really break my heart today. Supposed i really shouldnt be here. Thats okey if im not at home. Im just making people trouble, not helping at all. Im really feel tersisih. I know im not good at all in cooking, just lazy person who only know to sleep and sleep and sleep.
Give me strength ya Allah if this is kifarah for me. Give me calmness, reda and strength to go through with this. Send me away after my degree if it is the best for me. I do ask You, give me strength.