Donno

I donno wheather it is called mengharapkan balasan or not. Arghhh actually i cant compare myself with others. One thing that i can see is when they borrow or use mine, they never give anything back as a return. So thats why i donno whther it is as mengharapkan balasan or what. But most of it, when use my motor actually you mybe can refill the fuel sometimes. When i thought to not borrow to them, mybe it seem im kedekut but, i it really makes me nut when im thinking about it. Hm im usully will feel guilty if i use other person belonging, but do not give them any return. But i need to remind myself that dont expect anything from others, put it only to Allah. From Him only you can ask, or expect anything. Kbye